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It was a couple of sweeps after the game.
After all of there losses and wins.
After all the pain was over.
But Karkat Vantas wasn't happy nor did anyone treat him like they should.
The thing is after the game ended everyone who died came back and as Karkat was hopeing for some sappy happy ending like in one of his romcons he was faced with the exact opposite.
They all blamed him.
"Look what you diid two u2" Sollux said with scars still on him bright as day.
"iT'S ALL YOUR FAULT, kARKAT" Even Tavros seamed to change when he was back and alive, And he blamed getting crippled and eventually killed on him for not being able to stop it.
"W3'R3 4LL BL4M1NG YOU" Even Trezei who was happy with Dave blamed her blindness on him and his poor leading skills that she said he had.
"D--> This is all your fault, filthy lowblood." Karkat didn't expect anything from him, Especially once he found out that he did nothing and let his Moirail die.
"This is all your glubin fault Karcrab" Even Feferi who was usually nice held a new found grudge against the cancer.
"Wwere blaming you for not keeping us alive, Keeping me from snaping" Eridan who Karkat acted and treated with at lease some kindness when no one else did, Even the stupid fishdweller turned his back on Karkat.
":33 < all of us."


Karkat clutched his glass of green sopor tightly starring down at it blankly," I tried my hardest.. Didn't I?.. Fuck." He cursed to himself feeling tears brim about his eyes that had now filled in with the disgusting mutant color red he used to hate so much.
"Its my fault all are dam lusus died.." His voices trailed off as he felt the sopor making his mind go numb,"Its.. damit.. Everything is my fault."
Karkat buried his face with his hands choking back a sob shaking slightly as rush of images from the game session flooded back, all the pain, the suffering, the horrible bodies and the scent of blood.
It made him want to vomit up everything and anything he had in his nutrition sack and at this moment he would give anything to die and be at peace with out the consistent reminder of how much he fucked up glaring at him in the eyes of everyone around him with the scars they all showed making another constant ever lasting reminder.

He heard the footsteps of his once friends walk away as the echoing sound of Nepetas voice saying all of us ringed in the bar that he was in.
He choked back tears once more as he felt a warm large and comforting hand rest on his shoulders.
"I'm NoT.."
Karkat flinched a little as he looked up at his moirail, the only one who didn't leave.. Or.. hasn't left yet.
"It's not your fault what happend.. You all up and tried your motherfuckin hardest. And they just don't realize it." Gamzee filled in Indigo eyes looked at Karkat with pity and sadness,"If its anyone's fault it should be mine. I killed someone of them but yet its like they don't mother fuckin understand and just want to blame you Karbro.."  He sat down next to Karkat and before the broken cancer could say a word the Capricorn held him in a hug.
And Karkat broke down.
Tears streamed down his face as he clutched onto Gamzee's shirt shaking violently as his red tears soaked up into his shirt, Gamzee didn't mind as he just rubbed the others back soothingly repeating the same words over and over calmly,"Its not your fault..."
A little short story based on this drawing -[link]
Hope you like ^^
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Poopin-Sack Featured By Owner 11 hours ago
i dont even know why i always search up fanfics that i forgot and cry my eyes out ;3; 
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syrenestardusty Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I love this
god i'm crying so much right now! :O(
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xXxBrokenFrames15xXx Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2013
I remember reading this a while back, i had a few tears running down my face. 
I read this today, those few tears running down my face again.
I love this, so much...gah. I'll go get a tissue now. <3
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Ohmygosh this is the first time someone has told me that they re-read my stuff ahh thank you so much for reading :)
I'll most likely re-do this and make it ten times better since this is so old and my writing has gotten hella better.
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xXxBrokenFrames15xXx Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2013
Heh, you should inform me when you re-write it ^___^ I really like it.
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I started to break down when Gamz said "it's not your fault what happened.." gah. Feels. I love it though <3
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Mukoru-chan Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013   General Artist
:iconheartbrokenplz: m-my feels
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:hug:
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APHItaly Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
*sniffles*
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:hug:
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APHItaly Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013  Student Digital Artist
*hugs back*
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turret6547 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
DAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNITTHISISNOBETTERTHANKILLINGMAIPATRONTROLLSTOPWITHTHEFUCKINGKARKATSADSTUCK!!!!!!!!!
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carcinoGeneticsit-69 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012
....
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Sorry
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Beatuiful.
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CircusMonster21 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aw.... Poor Karkitty....
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I know :(
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Nine-Roses Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I favourited this a while ago but I didn't get around to commenting. D:

I absolutely loved this! ^.^ The way you wrote that last scene was adorable! :aww: I love those two together!
I hope you write more of these. :hug:
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I will c:

And thank you ^^
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Nine-Roses Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! ^.^ I love Homestuck fanfiction now because of your stories. :aww:

:w00t:
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Aww thanks :) And Homestuck Fanfiction is one of the best I have ever read honhestly c:
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Nine-Roses Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :tighthug:
I think so! :D I've read a lot in the last week and I'm so glad I did! Homestuck is the best thing I've ever seen. I love it a lot!

You'd definitely have my support if you wrote more fanfiction. :hug:
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sonamyfan1denise Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Digital Artist
AHHHHHHHHHH IS THIS GAMKAR IM SENSING??????
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Yes c: How could you tell?
I love GamKar :)
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sonamyfan1denise Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
IKR!!!! you should make this a whole story it would carryout well <3
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks and I might now (:
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sonamyfan1denise Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012  Student Digital Artist
YAYAYAYAYAY
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yourKuriousKitten Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
damn it sammy stop being so good at writing!
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Heh thanks
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batgirl987 Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012
So cut and heart warming good job :D
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you :)
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batgirl987 Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2012
No problem :D love your icon btw
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks ^^
My matesprit made it for me
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batgirl987 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012
aww you have you have a matesprit that's so cute :3 <3 your matesprit did a very good job!
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks c: And she really did :)
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batgirl987 Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012
Tell her is totes cute :D
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I will c:
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TheOliveNut Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh my goodness this is so sad. Nothing like a little Gam<>Kar to break your heart... ,.,
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I know, I love those two so much weather there moirails or matesprites ^^
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SodaCat17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012
I love ;w;
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carcinoSinner Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks :)
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SodaCat17 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2012
No problem >u<
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